What I'd Like to Say

Thursday, 10 May 2012

  • I'm So Emo-tional

    To start off is a huge warning of a post that sounds like it was written by an emo kid who's taking a break from writing weird/crazy poems that no one really wants to read about.

    I'm sorry.

    I'm sorry for a lot of things.

    For one, my parents have huge expectations of me. Maybe they truly don't, but I feel like they sort of do think too much of me. To them, these people with two children, my sister is a lost case. She does things for herself and can work for herself, but being able to support our parents with herself is most likely not going to happen. So they depend on me.

    They don't want to be left on the streets for their retirement (who does?), so they pour all of this effort in to whatever I do so that I can be...hopefully "better" at things and someday get some sort of amazing job. But it doesn't always work out with what they expect or want.

    My dad is somewhat okay with that. I've even sort of confronted him about certain worse-case scenario stuff, and he was thoughtful about it. However, my mom is a complete nutcase in this area (sorry mom). I can't even mention a possible and only slightly bad case with her, or else she'll blow up in to some tangent about how I should never let something like that happen (sorry mom).

    Basically, my mom rants (I guess that's where I got my own ranting from). She's really good at nagging. And she knows it (sorry mom). However, she thinks I don't listen to her rants. But I do. And they spin my head (literally; I haven't realized it much before, but I've now realized that I actually get dizzy spells every time her nagging goes on for more than 20-30 minutes. I can't believe it took me so long to realize my light-headed feeling during her yelling sprees were these dizzy spells...sorry mom).

    The thing is, I actually really do listen to what she says and believe that what she's saying is correct. And I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect kid she wants. But she doesn't want my apologies. She wants me to go back in time and fix my mistakes. Not only that, she puts everything so...negatively. She makes everything I've ever done sound really bad. And there's so much more stuff she can complain about me that her rants have now gotten even more crazy (the longer I live, the more content she gets to complain about).

    She's even hurtful (sorry mom).

    Recently, I guess she's been eavesdropping over me and my sister's conversations and found out that I gained a hobby. And I know it's kind of weird and stupid, but I like fashion. So I've designed some clothes in my life. They aren't very good in the first place, but they're special to me and I like them.

    So as my mom was off in one of her insane rants, she brings up my future (doesn't every parent who rants does that?). And she asks, "What, do you want to study fashion? You want to do something dumb like that and end up homeless or something?"

    That stung. That stung a lot. She found something I liked, made it sound terrible, and forced me to see that I wasn't good at it. I already knew I wasn't good at it, but she didn't have to rub it in my face. For goodness' sake, it was just a hobby kind of thing. She could've voiced it differently and let me down a little more gently. Instead, she just wrenches out a piece of my heart and stomps on it with all her might (sorry mom).

    I guess other people would be thinking a sarcastic, "Thanks mom." But no, that's not how I feel. I don't feel sarcastic. I feel ugly. I don't feel like thanking her for that, even if the thank-you feeling isn't there (sorry mom).

    I sound angry, and I am. I'm sad to the point where I'm in tears and angry to the point where I wonder how she could call herself a mother (sorry mom).

    But I deal with it. And that's stupid in itself.

    Out of my whole family, I'm probably the best and the worst at dealing with my mom. I'm really good at just listening to what she has to say, but really bad at getting her to stop (she almost never stops). I'm her punching bag, her stress-reliever, and she doesn't even know it. She just thinks of me as the kid she just has to lay her hopes on and yell at if I don't make it. I can't believe it. I'm her racehorse or something. That sucks cow dung (sorry mom).

    So yeah. That's how it is between me and my mom. What amazes me the most is how her marriage with my father lasted. I guess its mostly because my father really loves me and my sister (he seriously loves his kids, and I truly think of him as the best dad in the world). I wish she learned from him (sorry mom).

    ...But now that I've (somewhat) calmed down, I can at least say this: My mom may not be the best mother in the world, but I still believe she was the best mother for me. She may have a lot of flaws, and I may come to hate her a lot, but I wouldn't be the person today without her. I really don't think she's a good mom (sorry mom), but she's my mom. She's my number one mom.

    So yeah. At least for that, thanks mom.

    Just...just thanks.

Sunday, 29 April 2012

  • Kuroko No Basket??

    Um...I just want to say something right now...and what I want to say is that I WAS FREAKING BLOWN AWAY AFTER WATCHING THE FIRST EPISODE OF THE "Kuroko No Basket" ANIME!!!

    Before I talk any more of that, let me put up a brief summary and whatnot of what I know about "Kuroko No Basket".

    Right now, the direct Japanese in English of the title is "Kuroko No Basket" (or "Basuke" I guess, but I'm guessing that's an "engrish" version of "basket." So instead of using "basuke," I will be using "basket"). There are English translations of course, but they all kind of vary. There's one that uses "Kuroko's Basketball" and one in the actual end of the anime (that appears to have been purposefully put there) that said "The Basketball Which Kuroko Plays". Of course, people are welcome to use whatever title they want. But I'm going to stick to "Kuroko No Basket" (just because I'm more used to this title I suppose).

    Now, summary time: "Kuroko No Basket" is (obviously) a manga/anime geared to the sport basketball. The main character(s) are all heavily involved with their high school basketball team, and it's sort of a typical "watch unique characters to the story excel in the sport the manga/anime is geared in. And watch their amazing battles to reach the top!"

    However, even with that three sentence summary, don't think manga/anime geared in sports are boring! Like I've said, each one is unique in their own way, especially with character variations; and "Kuroko No Basket" is not an exception.

    Now, back to my excitement on the anime. HOLYSMOKINGCLOUDSOFDARKNESS I thought the anime was really good. Well, truthfully, the reason why I'm acting like this is because the animation specifically was good. I feel like the producers went all out in making sure the anime looked almost...flawless. I don't know how to describe how...pretty the animation was. I'm a real sucker for animes that have awesome animation like that, so yeah, I got a bit hooked. And the animators did a pretty good job in following the manga, but I think this is sort of where they suffered as well.

    The manga, at the beginning, is somewhat more humorous than the anime puts it. The anime had a rather serious atmosphere to it, and I felt like it had a lot less funny parts compared to the manga. But I wouldn't blame the animators too much on this. I'm pretty sure if I was making an animation series that had a lot of money on the line, I would be serious with the project and that would influence the atmosphere of the anime I'd be heading. Also, the manga gets pretty serious in it's own right at certain parts. However, this wasn't the only thing. There were some parts that I wished they included from the manga. But since they didn't, there were some events that were a bit too different for my tastes. But what could I do. Stuff like that happens.

    And this is only something that bothers me a tiny bit, but I don't know if I like Kuroko's voice. I know it's just me, and that it's not a big deal or anything, but I can't help just admitting to this.

    Anyway, yeah, I only recently went back to "Kuroko No Basket". I was a reader of the manga before (even before the anime came out), but stopped after a while for various reasons (like having to wait for chapters or such). Finally, after a while, I decided I was ready to come back to the manga, and realized that the anime for the series had also come out, so I decided to read some chapters of the manga again before getting to the anime. And in all truth, I wasn't disappointed. Of course, there may be some ups and downs even for the best of things, but I was pretty satisfied with how "Kuroko No Basket" had been made out in the animation. I have some high hopes after the only the first episode...so I'm hoping this won't hurt me as I continue on.

    Lastly, there is one more thing I would like the address. I was pretty dang surprised with their little "extra extra" after the ending of the anime ending. Well, let's just say it was suggestive, in the funny little sense, that maybe there's something more than teamwork between two of the main characters in the anime/manga. Truthfully, I applauded the animators for having the guts to put stuff like that up; and I thought what they did was smart.

    Let's face it. There are fan(girl)s out there who like that kind of stuff. Don't ask me why, but there are those out there who find it extremely cute to see two guys get intimate with each other. I'm not homophobic, and as long as both parties are fully aware about their feelings and thoughts for each other, I don't care if a gay couple suddenly gave a quick peck of the lips in front of me (just please don't make out. No one wants to watch anyone make out with anything...at least I don't). And what the animators did at the little "end picture" was only suggestive. I think fans are most likely welcome to think what they want to think about it. But my main point is that I think the picture is meant to cause a slight stir.

    By getting people to talk about it, they can attract more people in to becoming interested or thoughtful about "Kuroko No Basket". Also, fans who liked the inclination of the picture will become even bigger fans is what I think. Whatever the case, I find the decision to show pictures like that was a good one. I just hope they don't send out a picture that may get more negative remarks rather than positive ones. Despite all this, I encourage everyone and anyone to give "Kuroko No Basket" a try! Good luck to "Kuroko No Basket", and I'm excited to continue with it again!

    p.s. I swear, I had to re-do this post three times before I finally got to submit it. Probably going to have a lot of weirdness to it, but since when have any of my posts not been weird?? And yeah, I come back and edit my posts after sending them out, no matter how long it's been. That's just how I work.

Thursday, 26 April 2012

  • "One Outs" is Awesome

    To start off, yes, I made a previous post with a lot of references to "One Outs" called Sexual Symbolism. I even made a summary in that previous post, so isn't that great (so yeah, if you want, check out the summary which is at about the beginning of the previous post). Anyway, this post is just going to be almost entirely about "One Outs" or stuff somehow relating to it. Because I've got a fever. And the only cure for it...IS MORE "One Outs"!!!

    O mai gawd I'm so obsessed with it. Recently this month (or was it this month?), I got acquainted with the manga series of "One Outs", and I fell in love with it. As most people who've read "Liar Game" should know, the creator of "One Outs" is the same creator of "Liar Game". And the similarity of the series lies in the combination of psychological aspects that seem to be a main theme that revolves about in both series.

    And dang I find it amazing. Kaitani-sama never fails to surprise me as he guides the main character in to unraveling a problem using wits and smarts. I have to admit, sometimes, he hides certain aspects of the problem so that the solution is less obvious to the reader. However, most of the time, he hides it so well that we just take the solution for granted.

    How does he think of this?? I don't know. All I do know is that he appeared for a few seconds after a "One Outs" episode, and I was so excited. He even cheered for the Lycaons (HOW AWESOME IS THAT??!!). Which brings up another fact: I'm so obsessed with the "One Outs" anime; it is ridiculous. And what makes it even sadder is that there are only about twenty-five episodes of "One Outs".

    I CAN'T DEAL WITH SHORT ANIMES. THEY MAKE ME SAD.

    I mean, how could it end?? IT IS SO GOOD. I feel like the anime has a more funnier aspect to it, so it actually makes "One Outs" more humorous (which I find a good thing). And I feel like the anime is easier to follow. There are a lot of things in the manga that kind of gets lost-in-translation. Probably most of it due to the fact "One Outs" is a baseball oriented manga; and not all of us manga-readers and anime-watchers are baseball fans (to explain in further detail, it is these awesome manga-readers and anime-watchers who translate these mangas/animes). Also, Kaitani-sama likes to explain a lot of things, such as the reasoning and logic of his characters. I wouldn't be surprised if some of that got lost in translation as well. Despite this, I feel like the anime still touches upon the important points of the manga and reproduces it well in the anime.

    Finally, just one more point I'd like to address about the anime. You see, the manga had started at 1999, but the anime was created during 2008. Basically, the creators of the anime had to overcome this sort of generation gap (think, in 1999, there were no smart-phones or x-box360s or playstation3s. Heck, even the Gamecube wasn't invented yet). And truthfully, like most animes that have a generation gap, I feel like the anime creators did an awesome job covering it up. For some reason, most of anime creators (if not all) are really good at making it so that mangas that had started years earlier are made to look more modern in their animation recreations. This just makes anime even more awesome than it already is.

    And you know what, I'm just going to use this reason. I'm going to use it because despite what everyone may say, I find it a pretty strong reason. Okay, for any men that may be reading this post right now, stop. Don't read the next few lines.

    Okay ladies. The opening has half-naked Tokuchi Toua's in it. C'mon. You have to watch the anime. And if that isn't enough, Tokuchi Toua's voice is pretty dang hawt. If you don't have a minor female blush (and possible orgasm) from his voice, you can't call yourself a lady (as in: you've just lost your ladyhood. Stay away from me and my blog). And if worse comes to worse...I'll share Kojima. Geez.

    Okay, you can read again men. Just had a little talk with the ladies. So (if you're a bad guy and actually read and) if you don't understand what is going on in the content right above, that just means you're actually a man. If you do understand the lady talk...you just failed your "Gay Test". You are now gay.

    ...You know what. I don't blame you for failing that test, it was pretty unfair. Tokuchi Toua, the anime/manga sex symbol is pretty hard to resist via man or woman. I take it back boys. You are now only somewhat gay; gay for Tokuchi Toua.

    All in all, the "One Outs" anime is really good. I'm going to be heart-broken at the end. The manga seems to be ongoing, but still, the end of something great is always a sad moment for me.

    Hopefully, something new will come up for me or something...just so I don't stay depressed if I finish the "One Outs" anime.

    p.s. I thought I was going to have a lot of spoilers in this post, but I guess not. Surprising since most of my anime/manga posts have a lot of spoilers in them. Oh well, this is nice for a change.

Sunday, 22 April 2012

  • Sexual Symbolism

    So, if it isn't obvious from my previous two posts on webtoons, I like animations and stuff similar to it. And recently, I became very taken in by a manga called One Outs. I found it really good. It's by a mangaka (manga creator) called Kaitani Shinobu-sama, who also created a well known title called Liar Game. All of the mangas I've read from Kaitani-sama seem to have something to do with psychology in a way; and One Outs was not an exception. However, One Outs started out with a young man named Tokuchi Toua who used his pitching to gamble for money. It also helped that he had a deep sense in gambling and had incredible concentration skills (and probably all these other weird talents I don't care to notice). However, he got recruited by a pro-baseball player named Kojima Hiromichi (my favorite character in the manga by the way) in to playing for a baseball team.

    So deviating from my true point even more, I'd like to totally recommend people to read One Outs.

    Anyway, here's what I'm really trying to say: Recently, I've decided to give the anime of One Outs a shot. I mean, the manga is pretty dang good, so I've decided to go ahead and watch the anime. However, I couldn't believe what I saw in the opening of the first episode.

    Half-naked Tokuchi Toua's. Half-naked Tokuchi Toua's everywhere.

    Quite frankly, if not obviously, I was a little shocked. In the manga, he's not really shown being all half-naked like that, so I never thought of him sexually and just thought of him as some bastard who's really good at reading people. Now, I'm wondering if the animators wanted to make Tokuchi in to a full blown sex symbol.

    It made me laugh at first. I mean, suddenly thinking of someone you've never thought of as "sexy" being portrayed as "sexy" is just kind of funny. But then I started to realize something...

    There's a lot of media out there that not only portrays women as sex symbols, but also use men as sex symbols.

    As I thought about it to myself, I began to realize how there's a lot of stuff out there where you can basically use anime men in almost any way you want. Like visual novels and the like. There are stuff like this with female anime characters geared towards men, but don't forget that there are weird stuff like those geared towards women too.

    Thinking about it now, it probably doesn't hurt a lot of people to use animated characters as sex symbols. Sure, it might scar some people for life or just turn people off, but some people just like this kink. I feel like this is at least something people can have a clear "yes" or "no" decision about liking.

    But what about reality? Men of reality have also been made in to sex symbols. There are a lot of pictures of men out there where they are almost always half-naked. I mean, what the heck is that suppose to mean? Sure, the commercial is for these jeans, but gosh, the guy doesn't have to be only wearing jeans. And don't think that this is the only extent of it. I've even seen a juicy couture ad with a guy wearing what appeared to be some sort of elongated tutu. I don't know how I'm suppose to feel about that. Is that how the ad-maker wanted me to feel? To not know how to feel?

    "Well, what if he likes to show off his body??" Okay. Whatever. Then the female models probably like to show off their bodies too, but why do you complain about it when she does? If a male or female wants to show off what they have, okay, that's great. As long as they meet within the certain limitations of society so that they don't make anyone too uncomfortable, I'm fine with that. But there's also this issue of people being influenced by these images apparently. Like girls being pressured in to being skinny. And stuff like that also influence males, where they feel pressured in to being muscular due to commercialism.

    And the funny thing is, Tokuchi was sort of like that. Because my eyes were glued to the screen in a blank stare, wondering if this was really going on, I noticed that Tokuchi was rather muscular for a guy who doesn't do much in his days other than pitch and gamble. I wondered, "Geesh, how will some guys feel watching this?" Probably looking down in gloom at not having a musculature like Tokuchi's.

    But it all boils down to this I guess, the thing I wanted to say: Don't think only women are made in to sex symbols. In some ways and places, yes, they may look to be more persecuted than males. But there is also crazy stuff using guys too. I felt a little depressed thinking about it, that there's this insatiable urge out there for people to look perfect, but it also helps society gear themselves in to an image they want. Sometimes, it doesn't go so well and all these problems arise. Other times, it works somewhat alright.

    But despite all this, I think I'll laugh each time I see the opening of One Outs from now on.

Thursday, 19 April 2012

  • Webtoons: The God of Highschool

    Alright, I just have to talk about and share this webtoon now. Because I sense great things coming from it. Great and big things. But first, I want to make a quick summary of it for those who don't know what The God of Highschool is.

    Basically, it's a Korean webtoon that follows the format of most webtoons. Unlike manga, webtoons are made in an elongated format where you have to scroll down the page to read it. However, there are sites that put such webtoons in a shortened format where you can click along and read it "page by page."

    So, going on now about the webtoon: The God of Highschool is a fighting-style manga. Basically, all the characters know how to fight, and they are currently somehow related to a competition in Korea called "God of Highschool" (despite the name, there are competitors and other characters who are older than the age of most of those in highschool). The competition basically invites fighters they deem strong from all over the world to Korea, and pit them in to battle. As for the winning prize they bait the fighters with, the creator(s?) of the competition promises to grant one wish to the person/people who win.

    I found this webtoon really enjoyable. Despite a lot of the competition and other plots seeming to be in the dark, there are still a lot of elements to the webtoon that kept my attention. The God of Highschool can be serious, but it also has it's funny parts. And the friendship between the main characters make us feel like rooting for them and continue to watch their progress throughout the story. If you like to read a good fighting oriented story, I recommend The God of Highschool.

    ...You know what. I lied. Just go read it. If you like manga, you'll most likely like webtoons. So go read The God of Highschool. I really, really, really recommend it.

    Have fun.

    WARNING: If you plan to read God of Highschool and don't like spoilers, please do not read on.

    Um...so...recently...G.O.H. has just reached a new level of awesome.

    At first, everyone and me included didn't really understand the meaning of GP. There were some who guessed the name of it correctly (at least I think there were), but none of us could fathom what exactly it could be used for. And then, when the creator revealed it, it just blew my mind.

    What was just a fighting webtoon with awesome fighting moves/styles became a fighting webtoon with awesome fighting moves/styles that built up on those moves/styles and made them even more awesome.

    What. In. The. World.

    I mean, truthfully for me, I thought the moves in the fights were pretty well thought and executed. I guess some of them could be a little weird/awkward and some fighting experts may think, "Naw, you can't fight like that." But I thought G.O.H. still had some awesome moves and was well made.

    But then, the truth of GP came out, and I was all, "HOLY MATRIMONY BETWEEN THE HEAVENLY BEINGS OF OLYMPUS." I mean, there is so much that could be done and shown with GP! It is going to be SO. AWESOME.

    But man, I'm going to have to reread G.O.H. There are still some parts to it that are a mystery, like what happened to Jin's grandfather. And what is that weird mysterious cult and what exactly are their goals and stuff like that.

    Still, I'm more than happy and willing to reread the first season of G.O.H. Laugh out loud. HERE I GO.

    p.s. Is it just me, or do webtoons always have this element of mystery to them? I feel like there's always something missing/something the creator intends to never tell until the end. Well, whatever. Despite this, there are still a lot of webtoons that are really awesome. Like G.O.H.

Sunday, 08 April 2012

  • Webtoons: Metronome

    Possible spoilers of a webtoon called Metronome. If you have an interest in starting Metronome, but do not like spoilers, it may be for your benefit not to read this post.

    Well, I just want to start by diving right in to my topic: webtoons. Lately, I feel like Korean webtoons are really starting to get somewhat popular. The popular ones not really being the best webtoons Koreans have to offer, but still getting noticed nonetheless. I like a lot of webtoons, but there is one in particular I wish to talk about: Metronome. It's about a man (Onyu) who dropped everything and has leapt through time in order to continue meeting with a girl (Yuna) he has fallen in love with. It sounds romantic, but there's a horrible twist. Onyu, the man who traveled through time, is also seeming to lose some of his sanity. Possibly because in order to obey the Novikov self-consistency principle the webtoon goes by, Onyu's memories are lost and he has to judge everything just by his notebook, pictures, and emotions he has for the girl he loves, Yuna. Also, there seems to be a strange organization that watches Yuna closely, their reasons for doing so not very clear. And Yuna herself is a bit of a gloomy girl who can't quite comprehend all that's going on; all she knows is she likes her class president a lot.

    So far, I think this is all of the overview of what I think I know of the webtoon. Unfortunately, I don't think the webtoon has been organized very well so far, and the translations are just a bit confusing. I feel like the creator had a lot of ideas that he's trying to jam-pack all in at once. But this is making things a bit difficult to understand, at least for me. Still, I don't dislike the mystery of the webtoon and the personalities of the characters. However, I've developed some thought on this webtoon. So thus starts the development of my post, here are some of my thoughts so far.

    It seems that the organization that follows Yuna have people all with different motives. Some members do it because they "love" the girl, while others seem to only have an interest in her, and/or are interested in other things Yuna just happens to be a part of. However, there seems to be an obvious leader within the group, and his exact motives are the most unclear of all. This is all I can say about these people though. Then, there's Onyu who seems to love the girl to the point of obsession (our time-travelling guy). He seems to be a mystery all by himself within the webtoon. Especially since nothing is known about Onyu's past, and his explanations are informative, but don't reveal everything. All we really know about him is that he really loves Yuna. I'm very interested in what he is exactly.

    And going off on Onyu, there are a lot of things in the webtoon that are a little hard to get around. For one, the webtoon is deeply involved in time travel so far. There are a few chapters where characters discuss how Onyu is able to time travel and such. One particular detail that seems to be questioned is if Onyu has truly traveled back in time, because if he has, this presents more question: where is the Onyu of the present time? What is he doing? The class president gets a little involved in this, and shows the idea that Onyu and Yuna must have met in some time and had fallen in love (possibly). Then comes the time Yuna dies, and so Onyu goes back in time and meets with the past Yuna again in order to protect her. However, this shows that there would then be two Onyu's in one time. The notebook Onyu has seems to show events that were to happen in the future, but the other Onyu (the Onyu that hasn't met Yuna yet and meets with her later) is never mentioned within the notebook. In other words, how did Onyu ever get to know the girl if he is in love with her and claims to have come from the future?

    Truthfully, this is really complicated, and shows a lot of other questions that could arise. For instance, if the story goes by Novikov self-consistency principle, doesn't that mean future-Onyu's or past-Onyu's existence should have been nullified? Basically, the principle explains that any events that could cause a paradox within the past of a time would become nullified (the probability of that event happening becomes zero). So it seems that one person of the same person can only exist at one time or something. So it could be possible that Onyu has already traveled during the time, and Onyu and Yuna have met at a different time or such. This, however, then questions the exact time Onyu and Yuna have ever met.

    So far, there are just a lot of questions this webtoon is creating, but it's something to think about and it's interesting. I hope I'll get to understand things once more chapters come out!

Thursday, 22 March 2012

  • Things that Bother Me in Anime/Manga

    There are a lot of things that bother a lot of people. And being the selfish person I am, I want to address some of the things that bother me.

    Well, I'll be ranting off about one of my favorite topics: anime/manga. Yes, even anime/manga has some things/elements to them that I dislike. So I'm just going to say it, I am sick and tired of seeing girls with eyes taking up more than 50% of their faces (and gods help us all when this happens on a male anime character). I mean, I'm pretty sure this was a popular style in the day, and girls with big eyes are considered rather beautiful nowadays. However, it's gone old. Whenever I see an anime girl with eyes larger than their hands or feet, I am no longer compelled in reading a manga or watching an anime. Truthfully, I can kind of get used to it if it's an older manga/anime, because it was a popular style during a time. But whenever I see a new manga or a new anime sticking to the old style so...stubbornly? Stupidly? I don't know. It just makes me sigh and wish they would move on.

    Going off on this eyes-bigger-than-50%-of-the-face ordeal, I am also a little sick and tired of seeing this extremely tiny female with hair longer than a mile COUPLED with those stupid eyes. It makes me go even crazier when the hair is black and the eyes are red. Yes, red and black go together nicely, having long hair is something a lot of females like to have, having a petite body is well-liked as well, but we don't have to see it in every single main (and usually lone) female character. And these tiny, tiny girls usually have some of the worst personalities.

    For instance, the fiercely "tsundere" characters. "Tsundere" apparently means where a character has a personality of a bi-polar feminist who seems to always be on her period. Well, that's an extreme explanation of the characteristic, but I have seen that exact characteristic (and I am not kidding) too many times. And usually, I end up really disliking the character who is extremely "tsundere" (they can get really stupid and stubborn, and they never really develop to anything else).

    All of these characteristics I've described just make me feel like female characters are being demeaned in anime/manga all the time. I'm not trying to be a feminist myself, but girls can be pretty cool too. But let's think about it, why else would they want to make tiny female characters with characteristics that are unchanging like that? So the girl is perceived as weak and stupid, and needing someone always by her side, such as one of the types of characters I dislike most.

    And oh my gosh, I really dislike this characterization.

    The weak/average/ignored guy who suddenly becomes the center of the freaking universe. Or the center of attention for a bunch of girls for some reason. I really, REALLY dislike this type of character. Frankly, it has been more than just overused. It's practically always used. Always. I mean, alright, I can kind of understand that some guy out there, who is good at drawing, wants to draw about some kid who suddenly becomes cool or whatever; because that's kind of what the artist wants too. I feel like for some mangakas/manga-makers out there, they create main characters or other characters using themselves as reference (at least sometimes). So they can become that character and live in this other world that they create for themselves.

    Whatever, fine, I don't care. If I don't want to read about your fantasies, I won't. However, let me tell you why a guy who has been ignored, who is perceived as weak, and who no one cares about because he's average would never get a single girl to notice him: because of those very characteristics.

    I don't care if this guy suddenly gets superpowers or has his freaking fate changed so that he'll become the ruler of the galaxy; he won't get girls if he's still weak, average, and ignored. Why should he? If he's weak, he'll get pushed around by everyone and won't be able to protect his girl. If he's average, there's nothing really there that will be interesting for the girl, and he probably won't be able to be very romantic. If he's ignored, that would make him a social outcast; and if you associate with him, you may become a social outcast yourself. For normal girls, they like to gossip, make friends, kind of be the center of attention at times, and do lots of things that has something to do with being social. Being a social outcast would especially hurt girls, and would be unhealthy for anyone, so avoiding a social outcast is a normal action of society.

    So having a "harem" (where a guy suddenly becomes the center of attention for these poor, poor girls) situation for any guy would be pretty dang hard to do. Even handsome men would probably have to pay girls to make them hang off all over him (unless you have fangirls or something you're willing to use...).

    Basically, I'm just ranting about all of these unrealistic things of anime/manga. Yes, anime and manga are suppose to be somewhat unrealistic. But let's not get carried away here. I believe truly good anime/manga come from more imaginative minds, from people who want to tell a story, not create a perfect world for themselves. Maybe I just like things being a bit too realistic, or I just don't have the mindset to enjoy these types of things I've described, but whatever; this is my rant. For now, I'll stop picking and ranting, but there will always be things that I dislike and like about something I enjoy.

Monday, 19 March 2012

  • Fossil Fighters (and Mentions of Other Games)

    Alright, this time, I'm going to try and make a title that isn't misleading! Hope this works out and that I haven't made people disappointed with titles that aren't exactly with what I write in the post (I understand that feeling, I get it a lot from newspapers/bad web-articles).

    Alright, so my first topic is a game called Fossil Fighters. It's a game that seems to be aimed for young male children, but despite this, I still came to like this game (although I am way older than being young/a child). Basically, if you like the play Pokemon, it is a game very similar to that. In Pokemon, your aim is to find pokemon, capture them, and battle others and gym leaders. In Fossil Fighters, you find fossils, collect them with different parts, revive vivosuars by "cleaning" fossils, and battle others and fight to become a master fighter. As you can see, they have a very similar concept to one another with a few components that make noticeable differences.

    Looking back to how I described Fossil Fighters, it may seem a little more difficult than Pokemon. However, I didn't really think that was so. For one thing, there are a lot less vivosaurs than pokemon. While there are over 600 pokemon known (exactly 649 pokemon known actually), there are only about 100 vivosaurs you can collect (uh, I think there are about 150, but I'm probably wrong).

    Also, while Pokemon may have only a few of these pokemon called "legendaries," which are hard to get or such, vivosaurs seem to have at least 20 vivosaurs that can only be collected through special means, which is at least 13-20% of the vivosaurs known. For pokemon, legendaries you can only get through very special means make up to about 10 to 20 pokemon; maybe less since most legendaries can be obtained if you do certain things in the game, like saving the pokemon world or something. So compared to the vivosaurs you can get only through special means, only about 2-3% of pokemon are legendaries (a number a lot smaller compared to that 13-20%).

    Basically, you can also see all that numerical stuff this way: Fossil Fighters and Pokemon stress different mechanisms for the characters to collect pokemon/vivosaurs. In Fossil Fighters, you can to get many fossils and make the vivosaurs you get stronger with fossils and fighting, thus, getting special vivosaurs isn't really essential to the game. In Pokemon, it is better for pokemon trainers to collect more and more pokemon as they go so that they can keep a team that can be stronger than pokemon/other trainers of the area a pokemon trainer is in. Legendaries in pokemon are considered some of the strongest pokemon, and have moves most (if not all) pokemon do not have. So in pokemon, if you can get a legendary, it will help you even if you don't really need to get it most of the time.

    On a tangent, it is nice to collect something rare, but here's the real thing I want to let everyone understand: although Fossil Fighters and Pokemon may be similar, I find the games very different of each other and unique in their own ways. So in this way, I want to let everyone know that I think people should give Fossil Fighters a chance and try the game. I don't see it as a rip-off of Pokemon, so I want to try persuading people to think this way as well!

    Alright, now I'd like to write about other concepts of Fossil Fighters. The story line for the first Fossil Fighters is...alright (I haven't tried the second one yet). The story was made for people to easily follow and understand, so older people may find the story uninteresting and/or childish. Truthfully, I sort of found the story a little cute and it amused me (they had a few stuff in there definitely for laughs); but I mostly concentrated in finding more vivosaurs and leveling up the ones I had already.

    However, I didn't think the story was something that dragged on or was unbearable. What I'm trying to say is, the game wasn't all about the story. I played more for the vivosaurs, and I went through the game fine, which is nice. But I guess even I found the animation for Fossil Fighters rather childish. For some reason, the animation sort of reminded me of Animal Crossing, although their animations don't really look alike. Well, the animation is hard for me to explain for Fossil Fighters, but let's just say if you're over 12-14 years old, you don't want to be seen in public with the game (unless you don't care).

    Anyway, it seems most people have the same opinions as me (as I looked up most of my information from Wikipedia, and I came upon the "Reception" part of Fossil Fighters and found most opinions similar to mine). I'm glad I was able to have a widely thought opinion, so perhaps most people who know Fossil Fighters would look at my post and think, "Seems good." Hopefully (heh). Even though I do hope this, I also hope my information wasn't too repetitive and makes Fossil Fighters and any other games mentioned sound kind of interesting. Whatever the case, I hope people will enjoy gaming!

    From here on, there may be spoilers for Fossil Fighters. The information before this was stuff I thought was alright in telling, so I didn't consider any of it to be too much of a spoiler. I hope this was so for most people. Whatever the case, if you have interest in Fossil Fighters, but do not like spoilers, please do not read ahead!

    Alright, to continue on with some things I've said before, Fossil Fighters' story line had a chapter-based story line. Basically, it went in "chapters" and you had to do certain things in each chapter to continue on with the story, get more fossils, and unlock new areas. Also, you had to battle at least this one battle at the end (or near the end) of each chapter in order to get to the next chapter as well. Truthfully, what I found most interesting in these chapters was that "end battle," because it was always someone in the story who was important; but sometimes, the battle is with a character I never would've thought was a fossil fighter! I know I'm being a little kid-like in saying this, but I thought that was pretty cool.

    As for the second game that seems to have come out, I have to say that I think it's a big improvement to the first game. The art I've seen so far can be acceptable for a more mature audience, and the story seems to have matured somewhat as well. It's still the same hero + sidekick and defeating the bad guys kind of deal, but something about it just seems promising and so I really want to get this game. Also, the new vivosaurs seem a lot cooler than the older ones, which is pretty nice. Maybe the creators of the game really did decide to get the attention of a more mature audience (so that's why I find this second game more interesting)?

    Okay, now I have some more opinions in the game I just feel like spouting about. For one, I find it nice that we can get to be a female character in the new game. I don't know why, but I like to have my options in whether I want to be portrayed as a girl or a boy (or whatever other) in my little game worlds. Also, I think it would be nice if there was a third game that is even more mature than the other two games. I don't know, it's probably just me, but I would like that a lot.

    Finally, I think this is all I have to say. Anyway, I guess this was sort of a review and stuff about Fossil Fighters, but I hope it wasn't too bad!

    p.s. I have recently been really getting in to the Soul Calibur series. I have the Gamecube version of Soul Calibur 2, and I think the Playstation 2 version of Soul Calibur 3 (the only consoles I have are the consoles that didn't last long in the market: Gamecube and Playstation 2...I'm poor...). Just wanted to let the world know...that I'm a forever alone who likes Gamecube and Playstation 2 in this time of decade...

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

  • Relationship Problems Much?

    Alright, I'm just going to say it, I think a lot of people are very much interested in relationships right now. Not just being in one, but also just relationships in general. It's not like I dislike this or anything (although some people can get really nosy about it, like paparazzi), I think it's fine that people have an interest in that stuff. It's just that the media (like movies and shows, music industry or the like) makes it seem like a bigger deal than it should be. I'm sure most people know what I'm talking about. Anyway, I do believe that people should have had at least one boyfriend/girlfriend. That way, people will know if they like it or not. If they don't want to be with another, or feel that they just shouldn't (like me), then they can just not have a significant other.

    And now here comes my rant: why do I think I don't deserve to be in a relationship. Well, there are a lot of problems with me and me being in a relationship. Most of the time, I focus more on these problems and find a relationship more of a bother than something to look forward to having. And although I may like to get things for my other or be with him/her, it may not seem the case many a time as I can suddenly just keep them at a distance. The reason why I may do this is because I'm busy with something else (not cheating), like what I want to do. And that leads to me just making a confession here: I'm a selfish being. It's just what I am. Although I can love another person, it doesn't mean I can love him or her more than myself. I'm just being brutally honest. In the ultimate end, I can only see me doing things for me.

    Well, that's pretty much the end of my bit of ranting on the subject. There is one thing I want to kind of add on, a different kind of relationship, the relationship I have with my pet. So I have a dog, and I love him very (VERY) much. It's almost to the point of some kind of obsessive mental illness. I'm not really a picture person, so I don't really have any pictures of my family or friends. However, I have a picture of my dog I value, as in a real physical one that I have taped up in my room (I'm living away from my family right now, and my dog lives with my family). No where else is there a picture of anything else. I even have pictures of him in my computer and phone that I have made easily accessible for me to see. Er...now that I'm just blurting it all out...I think it might really be an obsessive illness. You know, I even have nightmares of him dying and I'm just helpless (he's getting to that age...). In these nightmares, I'm not there. I don't know he's dead, and then I find out. I just scream and shout at my family, yelling at them as I ask why they didn't tell me. Why they didn't let me be there for him when he was going to die. Every other week, I have a day where I just feel unconsciously anxious about my dog. I want to see him and hug him and tell him how much I love him so. It's crazy, really (REALLY) crazy. But I can't help it...

    I wonder if I have these feelings for a dog rather than a human because my dog is a dog. I feel like humans gain interest from many different things, and one of them is from things that aren't human. My dog isn't human, he doesn't look like one or act like one. Perhaps that's one of the things that initially sparked my love for him. I don't like thinking so, but it still could be true.

    And then I got to know him. He's silly and stupid, but clever in ways that make me laugh. He's so energetic that when he was younger, he always exasperated us with his endless energy. He's got that cute dog smile and expressive perky ears. He even has that puppy-dog look that I've lost all resistance to since I've been away from him. And he's got endless love. He loves our family so much that to him, we're his whole world and everything else. We are simply everything to him, and more. I noticed this since whenever even one of us goes out to see him in his backyard (I don't call it the family backyard anymore), he's wagging his curly tail for joy and sticks right to us and gets really happy whenever we pet him. And he doesn't notice anything else in the world. At that moment, It's just us in his eyes. And that just takes my heart away. Maybe the reason why I can't be in a relationship with anyone else anymore is because my heart already belongs with my dog. I know that sounds weird and a bit disgusting, but I don't love him in a sexual way at all. It's just that if I had a lover, and my dog and lover were stuck in two separate burning houses and I could only save one, I would be running for my dog. I wouldn't even hesitate. The moment the words, "Your dog is in a burning house..." comes out of a person's mouth to me, I'll be asking where and bolting at the direction they point.

    That sounds terrible, I know. I would give up a human being for my dog. That's pretty dang messed up. Especially since it would be my lover who is the other victim. But as I write this down and ponder this deeply, I realize I would still choose the dog. He's been with me since I was small, since times I've given him attention or when I didn't or couldn't. At times I've needed him or took him for granted, all of those times, he's still loved me with all his heart. People may ask, "How would you know? He's just a dog." And I would reply, "You're right. But in the way he still gets so excited when I go to see him, and how hesitant he gets when I leave his side, I think maybe he loves me at least a little." And it's too late. As you can see, I've already written out so much about my dog and how I love him. I've written more of this down than I have about other relationships in the earlier part of this post. I'm already too deep in love with my dog right now to be in a proper relationship. It's pretty bad, but it's the truth. My body may love another human being, but my heart will always be with my dog until he has to go away. Even then, I wonder if he'll be taking my heart with him.

    Wow. I'm such a weird romantic. Anyway, yeah, I didn't plan for this relationship post to be almost all about my dog, but it has become that. It just shows that I'm most likely really messed up in the head. Oh well. At least I'll get to see my dog soon...

Monday, 27 February 2012

  • All This Anime + Manga Talk

    Will have slight spoilers for those who have never seen or read Katekyo Hitman Reborn or Hunter X Hunter. If you want to read or watch them in the future, but do not like spoilers, please do not read.

    I am back to talk about, what a surprise, anime/manga. After a long fight with my thoughts, I've finally decided to go back to reading and watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn. It took me a while to come to my decision, which sounds dumb and weird. I mean, if I liked it, why was I so hesitant to going back on it? Most of the animes and mangas I think about going back to always had me hesitating in the first place, but I feel like I was especially hesitant with Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Ugh, I don't really know how to explain why I was so hesitant to go back on it. Maybe I'm always like this with long animes and mangas?

    I sound like I'm talking about a drug...

    Well, if there was one reason I was so against going back on the manga, I think it had something to do with the fan base. I mean, for some reason for Katekyo Hitman Reborn, the fans were absolutely brutal with pairings. You had to be in love with one, and you had to let everyone know and take it as far as you could. Truthfully, I wasn't really like that. I just enjoyed the amazing story produced by Amano Akira-sama. If anything, I was Amano Akira-sama's fan (and, well, a huge Chrome Dokuro fan too...).

    Anyway, I kind of got turned away from the anime and manga, and got even more turned away from the slight dragging of the arc where Enma and his gang came in (I forgot what the Arc was called...I think it was "Inheritance" or something...). I was especially pissed (this is going to sound really weird) with how people thought Enma was cuter than Tsuna. Only Chrome Dokuro was cuter than Tsuna. Enma was cute, yeah, but he was not cuter than Tsuna. Especially not cuter than Chrome Dokuro. And I got even more pissed when Julie/Daemon let his claws wander on Chrome. How. Dare. He. One day, I'm going to draw Daemon and Julie and just scribble all over their faces and tear up the paper in to a million pieces...

    Er, sorry about that morbid comment...I probably won't end up doing that since they're Amano Akira-sama's characters (not to mention I'm not good enough at drawing to make anything that looks even remotely like Daemon or Julie)...but I'm still pissed at them.

    Long case short, I couldn't really handle the new arc and decided to just wait it out. And now, there's this new Arcobaleno Arc. I feel like what happened at the beginning of this whole shebang was that Amano Akira-sama was urged to make that Inheritance Arc, which she seemed to have been a bit iffy with. But after getting the arc done, she either was urged again to making another arc, or she just got stuck with Katekyo Hitman Reborn now. Poor Akira Amano-sama. But if she actually enjoys making these arcs, well, I'd be happy.

    On a side note though, I don't think I'd ever dislike the Katekyo Hitman Reborn anime in any way. As I'm re-watching the anime now, I realize just how fun and awesome they made it. The manga is just as fun and awesome in its own way, but let's face it, the manga is pretty dang long. The anime is pretty long itself, but at least it's finished right now. I'm actually kind of excited in going on with the anime. For the manga, I'm more curious about what's happening, and excited to know what kind of stuff Amano Akira-sama decided to come up with.

    And now, to talk a little bit about Hunter X Hunter. As I've said before, I think the end of it might be near. And I now believe Togashi Yoshihiro-sama might have cancer. I don't want to believe it, but I think he's sick again and I don't know what to do. It's not that I want him to finish Hunter X Hunter before he's gone (what a horrible thought), but I want him to get better. I wish Togashi Yoshihiro-sama can stay healthy, and that he will be alright. He's so amazing, and so thoughtful and insightful, I can't bear to think he could be in so much pain. I hope that pain will just go away, and I hope he can live the rest of his life peacefully. I may be thinking selfishly a bit, wanting so much for things to happen like this, but I still want to believe in this kind of possibility. With this, I'll wait and pray for him.

    May Togashi Yoshihiro-sama feel better soon!!

    Well, this is probably all I have for now. Looking back of this post, it looks a little bland, but I wrote out my thoughts and that's what I like doing. Until next time.

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